[After Fauna's fight with Yuuto, she went to Inaba. She vented her frustrations, her feelings out, on the wall of Inaba's office. And then...
... And then she calmed down. And thought about it.
Why was she like this? How hard had she hit Yuuto? She didn't even know. She just... saw red, and...
It was pathetic of her. She wanted to run away. Hide from Yuuto. Never see him again- He'd be happier without her, right?
... She's so pathetic. She can't even do that.
Eventually, she manages to pull herself together. What should she do...
She knows what she should do. She's just always been too much of a coward to do it, hasn't she? She can tell others, but why could she never tell Yuuto?
Because Yuuto is so kind, so full of love, if she told him, he'd forgive her for anything. And that's not what she wants, is it? She wants him to tell her she was wrong. She wants him to fight back.
She wants him to forgive her. She wants this entire problem to have never been a problem. She wants to use those damned, cursed Seeds she carries, and pray to a Goddess who isn't here, and maybe, somehow, just fix Yuuto's whole life- Let him be born a normal, powerless child so he could feel the love everyone truly does have for him.
Why is she thinking all that now? Because she's running away again. Thinking about that and hating herself is easier than doing what needs to be done.
She pulls out her changer, and slowly, begins to text Yuuto.
What she texts him is... an address on the fifth level? It's not anyone's home, that Yuuto knows of.]
ill be there in half an hour if y im goin
[The lines she tries to delete get sent instead. She's getting frustrated again.]
no subject
... And then she calmed down. And thought about it.
Why was she like this? How hard had she hit Yuuto? She didn't even know. She just... saw red, and...
It was pathetic of her. She wanted to run away. Hide from Yuuto. Never see him again- He'd be happier without her, right?
... She's so pathetic. She can't even do that.
Eventually, she manages to pull herself together. What should she do...
She knows what she should do. She's just always been too much of a coward to do it, hasn't she? She can tell others, but why could she never tell Yuuto?
Because Yuuto is so kind, so full of love, if she told him, he'd forgive her for anything. And that's not what she wants, is it? She wants him to tell her she was wrong. She wants him to fight back.
She wants him to forgive her. She wants this entire problem to have never been a problem. She wants to use those damned, cursed Seeds she carries, and pray to a Goddess who isn't here, and maybe, somehow, just fix Yuuto's whole life- Let him be born a normal, powerless child so he could feel the love everyone truly does have for him.
Why is she thinking all that now? Because she's running away again. Thinking about that and hating herself is easier than doing what needs to be done.
She pulls out her changer, and slowly, begins to text Yuuto.
What she texts him is... an address on the fifth level? It's not anyone's home, that Yuuto knows of.]
ill be there in half an hour
if y
im goin
[The lines she tries to delete get sent instead. She's getting frustrated again.]
if youre willing
please meet me there